Thursday, August 28, 2008

i just cant believe you're gone
still waiting for morning to come
wanna see if the sun will rise
even without you by my side

when we had so much in store
tell me wad is it i'm reaching for
when we're through building
memories i'll hold yesterday in my heart in my heart

they can take tomorrow and the plan we make(we make)
they can take music that
we'll never play all the broken
dreams take everything,
just take it away,but they can never have yesterday

they can take the furture that we'll never noe,they can take the place that we can never go all the broken dreams take everything,just take it away
but they can nver have yesterady

you always used to say,i should thankful for everyday
heaven knows what the furture holds ,or least
how the story
goes
(but i never believed them ti'll now)

i noe i will see you again i am sure
no it not selfish
to ask for more one more nite one more days

yesterday [1:38 AM]
silent means consent:)

hahax..actually i dun like holiday de..
cause holidae cannot see daniel,xiao yuan kor kor and stephanie jie jie..heehee

but..now...i happy because ..holidae atleast someone acompany me..aaron daddy..heehee
we will be going mac and study...
strike for my goal..
do well..in my subject..lalala

i wanna go 3a1 or 3a2

subject i wanna take..
*D&T
*Chem&Phy

but atleast i mas see how i score for my exam 1st..
before..choosing hahahs:)

sign off:
here i come sec3

sec3 here we come.. [1:11 AM]
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todae..morning..lolx
i come school i take bus 25 hahas..
wah...is like every morning take the same bus with berton de..
but...okay...lah..

then wah...raining lei..
i damn angry and sad liao cannot see stephanie jie jie,xiao yuan korkor and him liao...

then...morning i saw jia jie..he pass me consent form...wan me to pass it to the wushu ppl...then i do so lah...
i walk down to second floor...then i saw...stephanie jie jie and yuan xin..but mood still sink...

then recess time,i go down to the canteen...wah..i saw hua seng..isaw him he wave to me...yea..then i wave back lah...of cost..then i walk ...i saw daniel...siting wif 4e2,4e3 and 4e4 de some guys lorx..hahahsde then i saw daniel..i go so near to where he sit i keep looking at him...but he nver see me...

lolx quite sob..der jkjk..see him jiu very happy liao..then after that i saw xiao yuan kor kor but i nver called him..then after he alone..i called him hahahs...he waved back lorx hahas..

hahahs..mood happy liao..heehee..sian holiday 1 week coming...sobs..must study,do home work,hiax..me and maybe jonathan...going to mac and study during our step holidae hahahs..we will help each other wif our subject..we will study hard..de..

sec3...HERE WE COME..

aim is to go..3A1 or 3A2..


lolx... [12:58 AM]
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Tuesday, August 26, 2008
WAH..I VERY CIONFUSE WANNA TAKE chem bio or chem phy???
very sian...sia..
and i sure will take D&T de..
hahahs...dun noe lah..
maybe D&t
cause i score better for D&T mah..
stress...............sia


CoNfUsE:( [11:57 PM]
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todae morning...wah...
wanted to see xiao yuan kor kor,stephanie jie jie and tat daniel
but too bad i come to school i saw stephanie jie jie only...
then wad the..
very fcuk up...
really..
then just now

got talk for our...
sec2 streaming..
then got 4e and 5n...in the hall
then i saw DANIEL le..
then after tat the sec 4 leave i saw xiao yuan kor kor hahahs
wa..now mood damn it happy liao

love them for life:)

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i love cow:)

der...sad-happy:) [11:28 PM]
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Sunday, August 24, 2008
todae during d&t lesson ...
i doing...something..
then i dun noe how to do...
i mean i scared to used that "saw"machine
then i asked mr lee help me..then he ask me...how you noe i mr lee..
then i saw cause you my frewn de d&t teacher mah..
then he say who??

i say you noe 4e4 rite the class you take de??
mr lee:yah..
mr lee:you noe whofrom 4e4???

me:erm...alot..but they dun noe me...
me:hahahs
then i tell mr lee that SECRET=)

wat the hell!! [10:46 PM]
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wah..todae very happy lorx..
cause early in the morning i saw..daniel..he cut his hair at first i though i blind...but really cut his hair..
hahahahahahahahahahahs..then serene say he look like a nerd...but i think he look good wif his new hairstyle wad....hahahs

nxt i saw stephanie jie jie and yuan xin at first i though i see wrongly lei but really she come to school lorx...
omg so happy like siao...cause if stephanie jie jie is here..xiao yuan kor kor wont emo...then i wont emo..we all happy wad heehee=)

next saw xy kor kor heehee..
i called him he never heard..
then i sssssssssssss..to called him
then he finally heard..lalalals
heehee...so happy eraly in the morning...saw then...make my day so happy lorx..=)

lovex [10:36 PM]
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Saturday, August 23, 2008
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i miss youu
wad if one day you are gone????
leaving sgss...

gone forever.......
dun ......................
no..............
never......................

wifout you [8:42 PM]
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Thursday, August 21, 2008
todae never see jie jie...somemore..
called kor kor he oso never answer sian

then...haix..now very sad dun feel like posting or talk ing..
and dun feel like.. going to choir..

now i start not to love choir le
then i start to love wushu le
hahahs
dun noe why
maybe him bah??

hahhas actually cause the cher so fieces...
who wanna go choir rite
atleast wushu coach better then choir teacher=)

sigh.. [11:10 PM]
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wah..laugh only cannot meh??
so many ppl laugh why most you just only scold me???
wat the fcuk...
so fcuk up...
she think wat huh??

i already very the fcuk up liao still make me more fcuk up...
todae i saw xy kor kor but called him he never listen,...
then todae just saw daniel one time only...wah...like this i very the fcuk up liao...
then just now drama class kana scold by..
that gal....
laugh only...
btw not only i laugh wad derrr...

suckers... [10:30 PM]
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chin
care for stephanie
help her if she need him
i love her
never let her go

xiao
xtra love for her
i need her
a promise
only her in my life

yuan
you are my princess
u will be bless by god
a very important gal..
need her more then anyone


stephanie
sure be there if you need her
the only best jie jie i ever have
everlastinq devotion
put her in the first place of my heart
have her is my blessing
a promise to love her
never let her go again
i love stephanie
e beloved jie jie...

daniel
dun ever give up
anything must still bear wif it
never ever cry
i love him
everlastinq frewn only
let him go soon

... [12:00 AM]
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Wednesday, August 20, 2008
hahahs...early morning go school
hahahs...i go look for my classmate..
i go talk talk wif them..then jeremy playing psp
dun noe wat so go about psp??

then i talk to johan..he oso playing psp
then dun noe wat he say then i say yah rite...
then johan cope my LINE..
i say hei dun cope my line...
he say yah rite...
wah lao...fcuk up...
then lolx johan...
lolx...heehee

hahahahs

sign off
jiaxuan love my classmate
2a2 rockx=)

crazy.. [11:54 PM]
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wah...todae...morning..
i saw daniel...
then i was like no feeling??
then saw kor kor xiao yuan...
i walk toward him and ask him about stephanie...
cost...like so long nver see her liao...

me:erm how is stephanie?

xiao yuan:she resting at home..

me:okay..=)

then i walk back to my sit...
i look toward xiao yuan kor kor de direction...
saw him siting behide his group of frewns...
look so EMO..

actually morning very happy de..
cause saw daniel and xiao yuan but...
i ask xiao yuan kor kor about stephanie jie jie..
liao then i start to become...very sad...
damn fcuk up...
why jie jie till now...haven...get well???
then some more see xy kor kor...look so emo...
wah...more fcuk up...
mood...damn bad...
dun feel like talking to anyone...
REALLY...

VERY EMO...
TILL NOW...
mood still scuks...
wah...very the fcuk up lorx

sign off
jie jie[stephanie] pls get will soon..
xy kor kor will pray for you..
me too
love you fOrever...
i love my bao bei jie jie for life...
=)

damn it... [11:44 PM]
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sometime i think horx...
sometime...i cut horx...it not worth it lorx..
cost...he oso wont like me de mah..
what for??

then waiting for him after school...everday..
oso not worth it...but seriously...not totally cause of him lah...cost dun feel like go home...

the Ds...
dun ever let him go...
dun ever cry infront of him...
dun ever stop praying for him...(no matter wad)


being the...stupid one...
lolx...

he make me strong...
*never give up easily...
*study hard...
*do the best for any things i du..
*be brave...:D


sign off:
he is leaving..
away...
from my world:(

he will never love me... ye...i oso cant promise to love him forever
:D

it not worth it...the Ds... [12:43 AM]
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hahas..actually i am always happy to see daniel...
but he since like dun like me...[maybe i too sensitive or wad?]
but mostly wad gals thinks is true...
vry the..wad lorx...
i keep telling myself not to...think too much...
yet i am thinking everydae..evrynite...
wah...like tis will surely gone mad wan lah..=(

der..some time i think....
will the dae...when he is gone..
DISAPPER
infront of me...
in the school...
in my heart...
in my world...
.....
lolx...the dae sure will come true de
hahahas=)lolx
maybe...HE is just a DREAM...
once...
i wake up..
every thing...
will change...
like i nver ever noe this person
before...

cousin says:
jie jie...why you like daniel??

me:dun noe lei=)

me: why?

cousin:no lah...is like see you last time like shawn...
you always emo...then cut yourself...
then now you like daniel you oso cut yourself ...why??
worth it meh??

me:lolx....emotional mah...cut ....
hahahs seruously regret cutting for shawn sia..
he not worth it lah...

cousin :then DANIEL?

me:huh?
dun noe lei=)
cut liao what you wan i say??
der...
but seriously if you love...
someone..
you are willing to do anything for him or her de mah..
like you break wif your GF..
because of him you SMOKE...

cousin:hei!!!i am talking about you k...

me:aiyoyoyo!!!!same same lah...
but one is harm body[you],one is play wif life[me]

me:no big deal lolx=)

cousin:lolx...

some time i think...will cut solve my problems???
der hahahs i dun think so lolx...
yet i choose to cut ...
emotional.......
everlastinq.....



sign off
jiaxuan=)

... [12:21 AM]
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008
TODAE ACTUALLY....
MORNING SAW XY'KOR KOR LORX
but called him so many time...like he deaf sia
first time:kor kor....
second time:XY...
THIRD TIME:xiao yuan....
still nver answer...
so fcuk up sia [cause called so many time liao and i just wanna see my kor kor de smile=)]
cause so long nver see stephanie jie jie de le=)

then after that ...wanted to see DANIEL de
then suddenly RAIN
wha...i now dam FCUK UP
liao...wha
like this whole day wont able
to see him le...

hahahas

but after school...
i go and look for my chinese cher
so sian..got assmenbly
then when going down the stair
i saw DELON[daniel classmate]=)
then i like siao
quickly run all the way down to the 3rd floor
hahahas=)

i saw daniel,ming kwang and...the other guy..
forget his name liao lah
i oso dun care)
hahahs..
although see him liao
yet still very the sad de lorx...
haix...
see him from the back...
hiax...[is from upstair...=)

sign 0FF
jiaxuan love big COW=)
fOrever:D


UnLUcKy DaE=( [11:52 PM]
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Thursday, August 14, 2008
some time i am so touch by what xy kor kor had post in his blog very touching yet it all ture...he wan stephanie jie jie to get well soon....and i wish that jie jie will get well too...seriously i need stephanie jie jie around
she is very important to me...some time how i wish i am the one who is sick ...i rather i sick then to let someone whom i love alot to sick...i really love my stephanie jie jie alot she is worth so much for me and kor kor to love...nver see her in school...
mood getting blue...
jie jie get well soon can...
god...i used my life to change stephanie health...
i love her ...more than anyting...even my life..
even daniel
stephanie is my life

n346 god pls bless her...
get well soon...
i willing to do anything
anything........really

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i gonnna love her for life...
nver someone in my life is so important 2 me acept for
STEPHANIE ONG[BAO BEII JIE JIE]

touch=)i promise to love her for ife [11:39 PM]
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i think it rite what jian kuo say why choose someone that wont choose me

yah it rite de lor
btw he oso wont like me de believe me

hahahs someone never talk talk to you de...ppl
it will nver like me..
lolx btw it just CRUSH
mah


REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY
very TONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG KUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU=)

YET I WILL NVER HOU HUI





why did i choose someone one that nver choose me [10:58 PM]
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008
ALWAYS WAITING FOR THE DAY YOU WILL TALK TO ME
WILL THAT DAY COME TURE
HOW LONG CAN I WAIT

i wanted you
to be the one i love

i wanted you to be the one
when i need someone

i wanted you..

WAiting for you [12:26 AM]
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LIFE is all about ASS
your either covering it
laughing it off
kicking it
kissing it
busting it

trying to get a piece of it
behaving like one or you live with one

LOVE is noting but a painful game

I wanna be thereason for the smile on your face

RU GUO ZHEN DE YOU YI TIAN
WO XUE HUI LE FANG QI NI
BU SHI YING WEI WO WANG LE NI
ER SHI YING WEI WO TAI AI NI


I LOVE HIM
but
he'll nver love me


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you are my life
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LOVE have Grown:] MY LIFE [12:08 AM]
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